Here we are on a Monday in January doing….. almost nothing. If I was hoping for the new year to bring me inspiration I was fooling myself, if anything there is only less inspiration. The last couple of days have been beyond uninspired. While I did write a blog for one of my websites I don’t think it’s anything special, just some rambling really. Didn’t even proofread it, simply put it online.

At least I managed to drag my sorry ass to the gym this morning, been a couple of weeks again. Though not really by choice, somehow couldn’t go at the times I wanted to. Mainly due to work though, was actually quite busy last week but this week it’s back to only one shift. Not that I mind that this week, haven’t been sleeping well either so I’m rather tired right now. Naps during the day don’t work for me so I’m not doing that.

The odd thing is that when I’m in some of those down moods I tend to buy things. For some reason that means this time that I ordered two 24″ full HD computer monitors. Why? I have this nagging feeling that if I don’t do it now I won’t get them at all and it’s something I really want. Also to help writing, which these things could do as I tend to have quite a lot of things turned on. I can also tilt the screen 90 degrees so I can actually fit full screen pages in a rather high resolution on my computer. Or two pages side by side. They aren’t here yet so I’ll have to see what I do.

As for the script writing, started a bit of a project for practice, take an existing story and turn that into a script. It really is nothing but practice in this case seeing it’s not something that could ever be used in real life. Though I haven’t worked on that in the last couple of days either while I probably should. Maybe tomorrow, today I’m just not up to it.

It sucks so much that me being not that satisfied with myself is blocking creativity. I try to get it out but in most cases I just fail. Things that used to entertain me like certain TV shows are starting to fail at doing so, really don’t know what is up with that. I hope I get out of this mood very soon. Haven’t touched my notebooks in weeks……,

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