So here I am on a Friday night, at work on a late shift. Sort of a strange shift seeing I’m an extra shift because someone is out sick but that person is also here. Makes it basically very quiet though, not that much to do on Friday nights.  So what kind of thing can you do….. Why not write a blog about it. Write a blog about nothing, now there is a concept.

I guess I could work on a story idea or something but I honestly am not inspired at all right now so nothing would come out of it.  That I don’t feel a 100% doesn’t help in that either. Tomorrow another late shift, Sunday off and three late shifts next week. At least I’m getting some hours right now.

I’m still looking for another job but the problem I am having right now is that if I were to get another job, would I like it or not? It’s another aspect of being afraid of change in a way which sucks. Sucks even most that I know about it but do I really do something about it? Obviously not, so in essence it’s my own fault.

I haven’t even picked up the latest issue of Script Magazine to read yet while I really should, though maybe I should also take a break from that. I’m only making myself crazy with thinking that I’m not doing anything about it. Maybe I should just let it rest until the new year.

I haven’t been sleeping well either, I’m just not in a good mood in general now. I really need change, just sucks that I’m scared of change in a way. Got to love those vicious circles.

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